Him, Her, And Me

Him, Her, And Me

by: ValerieASCENDING

Two bodies entwined,  destined for eternity she thought

Tired of searching, she cooks she cleans,  “you want the respectful ones”, he was taught

He works hard, he puts me first sometimes, he’s the Apple of my eye

She’s really boring, she’s plain,  she’s gained weight I cannot lie

He’s changing, what’s he thinking?  He can come to me whenever he wants

She’s not what I really want, I’ll search the web and see, “aah, this is a nice website- a side-chick for me”

He doesn’t want me like that,  he wants more and I love him; I will try, I will appease

She’s okay with it, she’ll play along, she doesn’t mind having another; she only wants to please…me

It isn’t so bad between him, Her, and me, I thought this would be hard to handle it being us three

This is the shit. better believe I’m in “hog heaven”, I have my wife, I have my bitch, it’s fucking awesome to be me

She treats him like a King, he treats her like trash. He totally disregards her by gifting me with jewelry and with cash

She’s gentle, she’s attentive, I can see care in her eyes. While he showers. she lays next to me , we talk, I’m surprised

Shit, I got two bitches at my beck and call. I’ll use them how I want , do I give a care? No, not at all!

She’s hurt, she’s scorned, she thought she had love. She needs me, I need her, the two of us we can take care of

The house is quiet, the kitchen is bare. There is no food cooked, she’s not downstairs,  I called her peeps, she’s not there

She shouldn’t be asleep,  she should know better. I look in our room, on the bed “what the fuck, a ‘Dear John Letter?”

This place is nice. It feels like home. She’s attentive, compassionate,  and bad to the bone!

I like having her here, I like having her for my own. He was a dog. He mistreated her, she needs someone who is grown

She needs love and kindness. She needs patience and stability. She has a body like a Goddess,  it needs to be explored, brought to a peak, then put to sleep-sweet serenity! She needs motivation and support, not criticism or humiliation.

I will calm her waves

I will start the motion

I will be her EVERYTHING

I will be her OCEAN….

Marathon For Love

Marathon For Love
by: ValerieASCENDING

This is the second week he’s come out to run this trail. What’s the coincidence he would see her each and every single time he’s out. Never fails. He sees her at the same time almost at the same spot. The secluded, well hidden bushy over grown with trees, section of the path. The sun is always beginning to rise and its rays begun to peek through the branches.

Aahh. His cock starts to swell with anticipation of seeing her. She has soft, warm, caramel skin. Her hair is short, black, and curly and bounces as she runs. Oh those big, beautiful, light brown eyes and perfectly shaped lips. Geez! He won’t be able to finish this run if he continues to think of what the rest of her looks like!

Okay, something has got to give! She has got to get that body full of lean deliciousness to recognize her, speak, or stumble into some type of conversation with her. Damn she’s obsessed with having his sexy, dark chocolate, lean machine ass on top of her and inside of her. She can tell he’s a marathoner. His stance, the arrogance in which he runs, and the colorful athletic wear gives it away. She stops to shake the tightness out of her legs and the yearning that’s making her pussy throb.

She rubs the back of her neck. Sweet Jesus she can imagine his mouth there biting and sucking on her. “Fuck it”, she thinks. “Desperate times call for desperate measures”. She started a steady trot and remembers the way his beautiful chiseled body would pass her by. Nice tight ass and very strong thighs. She knows that flat stomach possesses a beautiful six pack. Those lips! She would allow him access to every orifice of her body, and with that thought she finds herself blundering and on her back! A small throb is at her right ankle.

The area he sees her at is just ahead, but as he approaches it he doesn’t see her. The sun is beginning its perch, and he still doesn’t see her. Instead he hears a slight moan, and suddenly he no longer has his footing. The Good Lord answers prayers! Lying beneath him is that sweet mocha morsel. Staring up at him was those big, beautiful, light brown eyes. Her hands are placed firmly on his chest.

He immediately removes himself from off of her and kneels to her right side. She lifts her right knee and winces. “Let’s see here pretty lady. Tell me where it hurts”, he says as he gently places his hand inside her right knee and slowly moves down. He swears he can hear her catch her breath. “What happened?” She replies, “I think I stepped the wrong way”.

Before she knows it, he’s lifted her up in those strong sculptured arms. “Omg, this is what heaven feels like!” she thinks. Although he’s been jogging, he still smells divine; all masculine and stuff. She immediately wraps her arms around his neck and leans in to smell more. In the sexiest voice she can manage without losing her cool, she tells him where she’s parked her car.

“I think I should take you to an Emergency Care facility, and let them take a look at your ankle”, says Toddrick.

Jolivette answers, “I’m sure it’s just a slight sprang. If you could get me into my car, I’m sure I can drive home.”

“Well at least allow me to ensure you make it home safe. I would feel awful if something were to happen to you along the way,” he responds.

“Baby you can follow me anywhere!” Jolivette thinks to herself. She can feel his breathe on her arm as he continues toward her car. She lets out a sigh herself not realizing that he could feel it across his cheek. She asks his name and introduces herself in return. They’re almost to her car and she tells him where she lives, and reassures him that she’ll be okay. As he sets her down in front of the driver’s side door of her Mercedes S Class, she winces a little. He then insists that he follows her home. It would make him feel better.

Nice sweet curves. Heaven help him! She smells like Coconut and Shea Butter. She feels like gelato with caramel feels going down your throat; nice, smooth, and yummy. He wonders if her pussy smells the same way, and does it taste just as good as the gelato does. He feels her breathe on his cheek and wants badly to turn and devour those sweet plump lips of hers. He’s got to play this shit right before he gets to her house. Hell he needs to play shit right in order to get her to agree to him following her home!

He sets her down at her driver’s side door and winces. He gives her the sexiest “I’m really concerned” look he can give, and she agrees to allow him to follow her home. He picks her up again and gently places her in the driver’s seat and closes the door. As he sprints over to his Range Rover he can still smell the scent of her and his penis gets rigid. “Must calm down, can’t get out the car with a huge as hard on!” he thinks to himself.

Short interlude here…

Jolivette pulls her Hot Red Mercedes into the driveway of her cute Modern Style one story home. Toddrick pulls his Black Range Rover in the driveway behind her. Totally forgetting she has a sprung ankle, she gets out of the car and steps away while closing the door. When she turns in Toddrick’s direction, she realizes this, and tries to correct herself. Instead she comes face to face with a pack of the leanest and sexiest abs. She freezes, makes an “o” with her mouth, and slowly looks up. Staring back at her were a pair of brown eyes and raised eyebrows. A hint of a smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth.
“You know all you had to do was ask,” he says as he looks down at her. “I’m not a ‘fuckboy’, but I don’t think I could ever say ‘no’ to you.” As he says this, he runs his thumb across her chin. “I think in exchange for pulling one over on me, you should ask me inside,” he says as he bites her bottom lip.
Jolivette smiles, looks away to gain composure, looks back at him, takes him by the hand, and leads him up to her front door.

Insert Sexy “we bout to fuck” Music Here….

Once they get inside, Toddrick pulls her back against him, burying his face in her neck, inhaling her. His dick is already swollen and ready to bust out of his biker shorts. Jolivette slowly rubs her plump ass against him. She can feel the heat intensifying in her core. Moisture is beginning to form, and his touch isn’t making things better.

They’re rocking side to side together, walking their way further down the hall of her house. She’s ready to get this party started, so she turns around and puts her face as close to his as she possibly can. She whispers, “I could use a really hot shower, couldn’t you?”. Unlike some people she wasn’t going to have dirty sex. She’s just too clean of a chic to do that type of thing. “Lead the way”, he says.

Inside she turns the water on adjusting to get a good temperature, and before she can turn and say anything, she feels him behind her. It’s amazing how a strong attraction to another can make your body overheat! She turns around and immediately his mouth is on hers. Devouring her with a hunger she’s never experienced from anyone before. Their tongues dance together as he picks her up and places them under the streaming water. He’s hungry has he plunges his tongue inside her mouth. They both release moans of satisfaction. A sharp exhale escapes her mouth as he makes his way to the nape of her neck sucking and gently biting towards the edge of her shoulder.

As they devour each others mouths, their hands eagerly roam each other. He first gently massages her breasts, twisting her taut nipples between forefinger and thumb; then he moves down and slowly caresses her pussy running a finger inside to play with her swollen nub. She begins to stroke his very erect penis with both hands slowly up and down, reaching under to caress his balls. He mumbles “fuck” into her mouth, and she knows that he’s enjoying himself. She lifts one of her legs and wraps around his waist so he has better access to her wet pussy. When he slides one then two of his fingers inside of her, she throws her head back and moans ‘yes’!

She wants oral pleasure, but her clit and wet pussy scream they want the dick first, so she tells him just that. “I’ve been imagining what this dick of yours would be like inside of me for some weeks now; put me out of my misery please!” He picks her up and while staring deeply into her eyes eases her on top of his rock hard cock. As he sinks deeply inside of her pussy she throws her head back and slowly takes in hard sharp breaths. “Oh shit yes! I need all of it Toddrick please. Give it all to me!” He’s got all of his dick in her sweet juicy pussy now, and he starts what he knows is the most perfect rhythm for shower lovemaking. Long, slow, deep strokes, are what he’s giving her. “Mine”, he growls in her neck as he strokes the most strongest of flames he’s ever had.

As he’s bouncing her on top of his dick with the best rhythm she’s ever experienced, Jolivette holds on by wrapping her arms around his neck. She’s sucking his tongue, both his lips, and moaning with great pleasure. He hs now  picked up the pace, and she’s riding the dick like a pro. The sound of their bodies slapping together can be heard over the sound of the water from the shower. Both can sense the intensity of oncoming orgasms and began to fuck each other back harder. As her orgasm rips through her body, Jolivette wraps her legs around Toddrick tighter, and squeezes her pussy walls around his shaft. She feels herself began to squirt as the orgasm washes over her, and releases an extremely loud shreek. Toddrick thrusts in her once hard, twice harder, and with the last thrust he growls loudly in her neck. He leans them against the shower wall for support. They gaze into each other’s eyes.

Then they hear the closing of a door……

A Little History On Moi!

Hello BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!  Welcome to ValerieASCENDING!  I just wanted to give a some history into the purpose of this blog.  Sometimes knowing your “WHY” can make a huge difference in where and what you do in life.  In 2000, I thought my “why” was to be a helpmate to my husband and a mother in the future.  I had hopes and dreams like everyone else.  I wanted to be a pathologist, so I went to school for Medical Technology.  I was hopeful that this would put me on the path of getting into Medical School.  Unfortunately, things didn’t happen that way.  Two years later I would find myself with my first little miracle, a manager at a Big Box Retailer, living in a new city, and building a business.

I would then build this business and run it successfully, still have a full time job, have another little miracle, and then later divorcing.  My life was turned upside down.  Even though most of my life was lived in a single-parent home, I can’t say that I was 100% prepared to be a single mom myself.  My kids were still real small, but I was determined to move on.  I was very prideful, and I didn’t want to ask anyone for help.  I had to do things all on my own.  I endured a very emotional storm.  Sure I had family and friends to talk to, but I still felt alone. 

At one time I was working three jobs!  I had a regular 9-5, Mon-Fri, with weekends off, a part-time Retail Management job at a shoe store, and I did Customer Service for Toys R US from home.  I didn’t realize I was overdoing it until my kids began to complain of not being able to spend time with me!  So I kept the 9-5 and let the other two go.  The boys had begun to play basketball and baseball.  While doing this I decided to get a little more active myself. 

I was losing weight really well, but I began to have problems laying flat on my back.  At work I started falling asleep at my desk.  Like I was really nodding off while snoring and everything.  I started getting shortness of breath regardless of where I was walking.  All my life I would experience waking up out of my sleep choking and unable to catch my breath.  This started getting worse as well.  Only now I would have to vomit before I would get any relief.  Then I got a really bad cold.

October 19,2014, I enjoyed festivities for my cousins Bachelorette Weekend.  I went home with one of my sisters, because I was her ride, and we got home a little late.  I tried going to sleep like I usually do, propped up, but I still began to lose the ability to breathe.  I got my sister to bring me to the hospital to see what the problem was.  They did the usual EKG, started IV’s, yes I had more than one, and someone came in and gave me an Electrocardiogram.  When I knew it, I was being transferred to the fourth floor and told I would be kept overnight.  I was ordered an  angiogram the next morning.  Later,  a Cardiologist came in and asked me how long had I had a bad heart.  I told him that I didn’t have a bad heart.  He left, came back with three other doctors, and they told me I had had a heart attack.  I now had Congestive Heart Failure.  

The doctors preceded to tell me that had I forced myself to sleep that night I would have died in my sleep!  I would later be diagnosed with Obstructive Sleep Apnea and have another heart attack in August of 2015.  I had gone all my life with the Sleep Apnea.  All those years of my heart going into Tachycardia finally caught up with me.  In June of 2016 it was decided that my heart could not function on its own, it would need 24hr. EMT service, and so I received a Pacemaker.

I had the surgery, but when I was able to return back to work, I was unable to.  I physically could not put in three hours of work.  I lasted all of an hour and a half.  I was seriously fatigued, emotionally unprepared for this surgery, and in complete denial about my situation.  My heart was barely performing at 22%.  Most days I could not raise my head less alone get out of my bed.  I still had two kids to worry about.  Even worse, they were worried about me, and it had began to have negative effects on them.  

Eventually reality set in.  I realized that I almost lost my life, and if not for the pacemaker my chances of having another heart attack or stroke would have increased.  I filed for Social Security and Disability.  I was denied twice, and had to retain a lawyer.  That was almost two years ago.  I lost my apartment and my boys ended up staying with their dad.  It totally broke my spirit.  Even though I didn’t know it, I was falling into a deep depression.  At one point I was sleeping in my car.  It was so painful, because my feet would swell up so badly.  I ran out of medicine, I couldn’t afford to go to the cardiologist, and had frequent trips to the emergency room. 

People look at you and see that you don’t have scars on your face, or you’re not all skin and bones, and figure you’re okay.  Often people don’t believe I’ve had heart attacks until they look at my scar from my pacemaker.  They look at my belly and just think I’m overweight.  Little do they know, huge stomachs are one of the number one signs of heart failure.  When the heart doesn’t function and pump blood the way it’s supposed to, it backs up into the body and turns into fluid.  The first place the fluid settles is in the stomach.  All that time I was trying to lose weight.  I lost almost 40lbs., but my stomach refused to get flat!  Now I know why.

Somehow I met Life Coach/Singer/Songwriter/Author Rhona Bennett.  She offered me a scholarship for her Personal Power University.  If it wasn’t for the “Being Bacon” course I would not have been able to get back on track!   No I’m still homeless, but I did manage to find a really nice Boarding House.  I live rent free in exchange for overseeing the house.  It’s taking me to do a whole lot of praying, praying, and praying!!  Otherwise, to be honest, I don’t think I would have made it this far!  I do have support from my family and a few close friends.  But these storms that I’m passing through has definitely shown me who my real friends are, and who actually stick by their word.

There’s so much more to my story.  I know I can’t cover it all in one sitting.  But I just wanted to share some of my history with you guys.  Hopefully you’ll follow me in my journey to succeed!  


Intro To ValerieASCENDING

So I am extremely excited to have purchased my website today!!  This has been something I have been striving for, for some time now.  Well I had a free website, but not a “self-hosted” website.  It’s still a “work in progress”, but soon I’ll be up and running!!! 

You guys are probably wondering why the picture above.  Well I’m on quite a few journeys right now.  One of them is a transformation into someone different.  I want a different lifestyle, and I need to get to a place where I am happy with “self”.  I’ve gone through several storms in the past five years.  I’ve definitely lost myself in those years.  But I’ve made up my mind to take a course of action.  Only I can make these changes. 

Follow me on my journeys.  Hopefully you’re just as interested in seeing what paths I take as much as “I” am!  Let’s see what happens when the picture has a face!