Today I looked back at a time when I thought I was happy. A time when I actually lived comfortably and really had no stress. I thought of what I was doing? What was my lifestyle like? Well one thing I did for sure, was go to church. I went to church, and I paid my tithes. I prayed regularly. I said confessions and affirmations every morning and every night.
After I divorced those things left me. After I got sick I was off and on with it. Seems like things just went all down hill after that. But things can’t get better unless there’s some type of change right? My life is broken. Since I’ve been where I am I’ve been to church only once.
This past Sunday I logged onto Youtube and watched Hope City live, and oh my gosh, I missed hearing the word! It felt really good, because I ‘felt’ like I attended church. I think it was a great way to start my week. I’ve listened to Praise and Worship when I meditate sometimes instead of Zen. When I meditate with Zen music, I pray the Rosary.
My mom asked me why I wanted to pray The Rosary. She said “you’re not Catholic”. But isn’t prayer – prayer? I mean does it matter what prayer I say? As long as it aligns with the word of God right? I didn’t let it get me discouraged though. I was able to get a beautiful set of Rosary from Wish. I did!
I need my mind and my spirit strong as much as possible for this new journey I’m about to go on.
Ok guys until next time…
Remember to Stay POSITIVE, Stay MOTIVATED, and Be BLESSED!